The Lost Roll

I decided to get back into film photography recently, though I can’t exactly explain why. I have my mother’s old Rebel G, the one she used when I was a kid to take those hundreds and hundreds of pictures of my brother and me.

The batteries were dead when I tried to turn on the camera last week, because unlike DSLRs, film body cameras lack a bright LCD screen to remind you to turn the camera off when you’re done. I honestly couldn’t remember the last time I used it, so it was no surprise the batteries were dead. A few days later, I picked up a six-pack of little silver 123As and popped two into the battery slot.

Turns out, I’d already shot 21 pictures on that roll. There were three frames left—I was stunned, but immediately curious about when exactly I’d loaded the camera last. I fired off the remaining three shots, capturing the not-so-rare scene of Ben eating pancakes for breakfast. I wanted to know how old that roll was. Continue Reading

Photo updates!

I’m incredibly excited to be able to announce that I’ve started selling prints! It’s taken a long time to get to this point, but I’m so thrilled to finally have made the jump to put my work out there for purchase. If you’ve got any open spaces on your walls, take a look! And feel free to send me an email if you see something on my portfolio that’s not on the print site. I don’t have everything up there because it’s a lot of pictures!

I’m also going to be joining some other artists at Tate Studio next month! I’ll have prints available in store there, so if you’re local to Dallas, please go in and check them out in person. It feels surreal to know my work will be hanging in a store, and with so much beautiful work from so many other artists too.

Finally, my mother and I will be doing a joint pop up at the Swiss Avenue Mother’s Day event showing both of our art on May 11-12, 2019. She does the most beautiful paintings and I’m unbelievably proud of how hard she’s worked to follow her passions and make her own dreams come true. We’d love to see you there!

Tracksmith Twilight Tank and Long Sleeve Review

Texas weather is difficult. It gets really hot, but whether it gets cold is up in the air. Last year, we had the mildest winter I can remember. This year, I got to experience running in 18º and strong winds. While I’m not particularly experienced with cold weather, the refrain I’ve always heard is that there’s no bad weather, only unsuitable clothing. I took this to heart and prepared well for the cold weather I had no idea was coming. This brings me to the Tracksmith Twilight review.

What makes Twilight different?

Where the Van Cortlandt singlet is a mesh fabric, the Twilight fabric is much more closely knit and weighs much less. It’s pretty soft, too.

Tracksmith calls this fabric their Bravio Blend. It’s Italian, and they say it’s designed for when the temperatures get warm. I’ll get to that in a second, but I will say that the Italians seem to know their stuff when it comes to this. Continue Reading

Buying Time, Buying Happiness

buying time house photo

I recently came across an article about how people who “buy time” are happier than people who buy things. Buying time means that people pay to have other people do things for them that they don’t derive any pleasure from, like mowing the lawn and changing the oil in the car. When you buy time like that, you free yourself up to do other things with your life that do make you happy, whether it’s just spending time with your family or pursuing your hobbies.

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Disney World!

Disney World Magic Kingdom Christmas Night 2

There’s nowhere in the world more magical than Disney World. Doubly so when it’s decorated for Christmas. My mom’s side of the family had a trip planned for ages for this week, but I wasn’t able to take the time off work, and I was pretty bummed to miss it. My mom planted a little seedling in Ben’s brain shortly before she left on the trip and he encouraged me to price out a flight and see how bad it’d be to go on such short notice.

Disney Emporium Magic Kingdom

Luckily, it was cheap. So last Friday, I booked it to DFW after work and was shortly on my way to Disney World! Continue reading

Shots from the Fuji X100F

I’ve been fed up lugging my 6D around when I wanted a camera with me just in case. 95% of the time, my 35mm lens was attached, so I didn’t need a DSLR with an interchangeable lens. I wanted something smaller that I could take with me all the time. Something that could reasonably be carried in every situation. Something like the Fujifilm X100F

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Sometimes I Do Ill-Advised Things and it Turns Out Okay.

This isn’t a race recap, because no one wants to read about four miles of chatting with my only real life running buddy in the race and then nine miles of “woo buddy I’m in trouble.” I did run the DRC Half on Sunday, though, and while I won’t say it went well, it did get done, and other than the usual post-race soreness, I’m alright.

I ran by the packet pickup on Saturday morning to at least get the shirt, even if I wasn’t going to run the race. I hadn’t noticed it when I got my pre-race email, but I was apparently bib number 2. (No bib seeding here – I was just the second one to sign up for the race this year.) For some reason, that made me want to run the race. I’m probably never going to be fast enough to get an elite bib number, so might as well get some pictures of me running with a low number bib while I can! I admit, it was a stupid reason to spur me to decide to run. But it did. Continue Reading

The Line Between Building and Destroying Fitness

Does anyone ever look at their training logs and go “aw yeah, I’m really training pretty stupidly right now, I’m gonna keep destroying my fitness until I get a stress fracture!” I really don’t think so. If we knew we were making training mistakes, I’d think most of us would immediately stop and reformulate. But the fact is that we all come down with injuries at some point or another, and most of them can be traced back to a root cause. It’s usually some combination of over-training or under-resting, with a little bit of not doing preventative exercises thrown in for flavor.

The Question

As a relatively new runner, I still struggle to know when I’m pushing too hard. Of course intervals are going to hurt a little – that’s the point, right? And the training plan called for 12 x 400, so at rep 10, I’d expect to have to be going to the well just a little bit to get these done on pace. It’s not like my legs are falling off, they’re just a little dead. Later that day at work, climbing the stairs feels worse than the last 100m of a 5K, but that’s to be expected. Stairs are obviously awful after a workout. I’m a little tired throughout the day, but there’s a reason the pros get like 10 hours of sleep a night plus a nap.

Those things all sound pretty normal when you think about it. So how is anyone supposed to know when they’re pushing too hard and no longer building fitness? This applies even more to runners, who are stereotypically type-A overachievers. How are people who have learned their whole lives that working harder produces better results supposed to sit back and…rest? Continue Reading

The Value in Kipchoge’s Positive Mindset

I was a little late to watching the joint Nike/National Geographic Breaking2 documentary. It had been out for a couple of days by the time I had managed to watch it, but waiting made me even more excited to watch it. So many of my running friends had said how inspirational it was, so I was really hyped. Nike’s marketing department did a fantastic job and it was a really good visual representation of what we’d all been reading from Alex Hutchinson in the leadup to the race.

Eliud Kipchoge in Nike and NatGeo's Breaking2 documentary
Photo credit: Mark McCambridge/Nike/Harmonica.co

What was most impressive about the film was not the unbelievable physical and mental performances that day, but Kipchoge’s personality and outlook on life. I find myself getting frustrated and complaining about traffic and work all the time. “I have never complained, and I will never complain,” Kipchoge said, after recounting the difficulties of his childhood brought on by not having a father in his life.

I have always turned up my nose when people started talking about the power of positive thinking. It seemed silly and frankly quite ridiculous that you could improve your situation just by trying to reframe it in a more positive manner. That was for glass-half-full people and serial optimists. I was neither of those things. Continue Reading